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Thursday, May 10, 2007
5:31 PM
hey.im back. n i hafta say i SO miss blogging.u wana know why? oh u shld know...everytime when i say that i HAVE To blog..it means tt something BIG happened to me...be it good or bad. this time.its bad.
yesterday.
at work.
i was needed full time n i rushed to work like hell.
i dunno wat took me so long to get there.
luckily celest wasnt very pissed...
or so i hope.
but at least its celest.
i luv her.
however...after the boss came back frm her stupid meeting...she had to spoil my mood. apparently suntec sales have been pretty bad...according to her n her boss. n she said...she want to set a target of 4 k per day.n silently i was thinking...U CRAZY BITCH! this is wat she say, " so in order to achieve the 4k per day target...well split among ourselves...if there r 4 salesgirls that day...each person will sell 1k per day...(n she looked at me) n for part timer..500." with the end of conv look. n then i was like....''HAaaa!" n then she mimicked me back haaa...n says that "becuz our sales is very bad... n anw ur job ha..its not onli hang baju n etc etc...u muz also learn to speak more to customers..open up more.."
n then i wasnt listening to her anymore. wateva shit she was saying...i summarized them for her. so ur saying im not doing my job? ur saying that im not worth being paid bcuz i practically stand idling most of the time? n u blame it on me? n how do u explain that the blardy shop is empty most of the time? isit our blardy fault tt sales is bad? like celest say..." its not like we never serve our customer...its they all who try try but nvr buy..mayb its bcuz they all waiting fer the Gss.if i , i oso wun buy now mah...will wait until gss where u can buy cheaper." Props to u girl. i so blardy 500% agree with her lar. i cldnt agree more. i myself is refraining from shopping juz fer gss sake.
anw...i was blardy bz cursing her in my mind. n if shes saying im not opening more to her customers...does she even care to ask why? n its plain becuz i blardy dunno how to start selling stuff to customers becus i blardy DUNNO HOW! n so much fer training they promised us..i dun think i remembered being trained on selling skills at all. n I AM BEING BLAMED FER NOT OPENING UP TO CUSTOMERS? N HENCE THE BAD SALES? *******************go n die lar *****.
i was so fkd up i start banging the hangers on the stands..i am clearly NOT in a good mood.n im so sorry ayu i cldnt join in the usual celebrating mood when new stock arrived with the pretty cardigans n all.i was juz plain fkd up. urgh. n then she asked me ..." so nurul..sell 500 already or not?" wata *****. n then i continue to curse n swear n put on a black face.to hell with customers now. u want me to sell 500? did u even c me sell that pants this morn? u didnt rite? then dun anyhow say im not doing my job. n then rite after that i start counting how many fkg items i sold....up to 5...n then after ayu left at 8... the world juz start gg crazy.ppl poured into the shop like nobody biznez n with juz 3 ppl left to handle the shop...everything went chaos. sumhow...left on my own..i start to talk. n i mean TALK. n i actually chatted with a customer.wow. ive NEVER went beyond 5 lines with a stanger b4. n here i am chatting away...ok..mayb not chatterbox chatter but being friendly...n its a real wow fer me ok. n then after that i lost count of how many blardy items i sell...n mysteriously...the crowd juz diffused away my bad mood...n i was laughing n smiling away again. sighz. n then as how bz times always is...the time flies by suddenly so quickly n the next time i checked my watch it was 10 mins to closing n yet the shop was still sprawled with ppl.phew...n then i was wondering wat the hell is being held at suntec that theres such a crowd? even so...we didnt even get near 4k. HAAAA! back to u BOSS. we only made abt 2.5 plus. n thats abt the daily sales we ALWAYS DO. since when have u ever made 4 k in ur lifE? as much as i know...u havent made anything like that ever since the sales till now. n then theres other stores who cant even hit 1k a day! n here we r setting crazy targets for sales! n i so HATE TARGETS! ever since sch...i hate target setting...n hate achieving the targets even more.ARGH!
n then theres the pay issue. sumhow my envelope looks weird becuz theres a SITI in frnta my name. thot was some typo shit n when i take out my payslip..was 200plus...iwas like it cant be! n then i saw it wasnt my name or my ic no. so i guess it was wrongly delivered.cis! n the stupid machine cant even check my atm card correctly...i knew i had more..n today i had to personlly go to the bank to update my passbk n i stared at the pathetic amount off 600+ bucks. thats it?? n i thot i worked like hell for the whole of april? damn it man. its Never evr enuff.pretty much looks like its gona be gone soon.600? wat the hell can i do with 600??? urgh!
n sch wise.i still got zilch letter to nowhere. so i guess i pretty much shld start making up my mind abt wat i shld be doing with my life soon. n all i know is that i am NOT gona be a salesgirl NO MORE...nor a waitress..after that breeks shit.sigh.
damn where should i go?
wat shld i do?
I DUNNO!!!!!
