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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
12:53 AM
ok im here. i cldnt wait till tmrw. ok technically later today when i wake up but wat the heck im not asleep yet now. sigh. i dunno wat exactly to blab abt today. everythings juz muddled. i dun exactly know wat is it. i dun think my periods coming yet..yet ..i feel that i need something.. i dunnno what... mayb all i need is a big cry. it has been long isnt it since i last cried? i guess. i mean i hardly have any time fer myself. n i hate it. i hate having no life. n i relli wonder how these ppl work fer a whole 5 years in retail line full time n still survived. i mean.. im juz abt to give up now.mayb its juz little things that build up n eventually i cant take it anymore. two idiots r hooked up at suntec n dear ruby have to leave. n now with these two unknowledgable ppl here...fasting n breaking fast became such a BIG deal. like wth...n i oni took a few days to take my break at 7pm..n they were making such a hoohaa over it...i dunno wats gonna happen during the fasting month when i need the whole damn month to take my break at 7pm. like hello...u dun like it..u cant do anything abt it bitch.so juz sit back n shut up. n as ive said ive NO life. n i mean i haf no life besides wake up go to work.get screwed come back eat n slp.thats all i do now. i hardly use my hp anymre...like who the HEll msg me now?? my frens?? haha. i dun think they bother replying me anw...n SO I WILL NOT BOTHER REPLYING THEM TOO. i guess everybodys busy. but hey u dun haf to mit up everyday to be rmbered u know. u live for ur hp. use it. oh im sorry...i forgot...u actually have to pay for that..yah....5 cents is such a great amnt to u ..u cant part with that BIG amount juz for me.... yeah...i see that now... so wat is left to say? thank you?.. i dunno exactly wat for but...Thanks. i cant be bothered to put all these in paragraphs cuz well for all i know im most prolly juz blogging fer my own self.its been dusty fer too long n my life hasnt had a twisted turn yet to make my entries a lil bit more interesting for you to read.so yeah...im sorry too... i duno exactly wat for but heck im SORRY.urgh.i think i really need a cry.
