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Saturday, February 09, 2008
4:37 PM
i think im better off as an owl.
my bedtimes getting later n later n later everyday.
abt now..i can only feel right to sleep after reading till 4.30am.
haha.
n of curz my waking time is late.
dun bother asking.
juz the previous night i was playing scrabble with my siz in the wee hrs in the morn. wer playin on the bed when the board juz bounced sending the letters off the boxes. n whislt trying to put em back ..there my bro was laughing at us sayin..instead of thnking of words playing real scrabble, there we were playing a puzzle trying to figure out to put the words back togather. haha~
oh wellz...moments of pure stupidity can send us off in laghing fits. n it certainly is disturbing to the sleeping souls at 4am in the morn. n when people were abt to rise n shine at 5am...we were juz abt to lights out after a sisterly talk after the game.like...time wasnt sucha biggie. haha... o curz i can say that. im not working.im not schling.
now...
im as much addicted to movie marathon as to games of Counter strike. now my bro n i are teaming up to kill. n if were not teaming up...wer killing each other in the screen. mayb i cld try developing my gaming skills n be a pro gamer. haha...n talk abt being a dummy on computers. haha.
as much as i have always wanted that blardy job...im branded a reject already. mayb i shld be thankful i dun need to blardy wait anymore. like hell to ******. urgh!
so where shld i go frm here........
it already seems hopeless to continue that study idea. at least for now. my tries were in vain. mayb it just wasnt meant to be. then wat is??? oh god wat the hell is?
tell me wat shld i do.....
the heads muddled.
the hearts sorrow.
the spirit unalive.
the decision unmade.
shes losing it...
soon...
