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Saturday, July 12, 2008
12:03 AM
hey.
im here...
yea.. so i guess i kinda haf quite sum ups dis week...
had my off n finally drag my siz to Za n double confirm wat im finally getting...haha...n intro my siz to almost half of de ppl der.haha...
den de next day i get to work...fer oni 5 hours n dey shooed me off home cuz ive got plenty of excess hrs...hoorah.... went home to get myself recharged...den got out late to haf dinner at lau pa sat wif them...haha...i guess we shld be thanking de managers fer de treat...was fun i guess ..spitty i cant be plenty active on nightlife...no diffy wif me being 21. talk abt being given n expected with xtra responsibility... hey i never asked to be born first n be the eldest. mayb i dun wana grow up at all...urgh.
anyway...i guess the morn started plain rough on me...
but i spoz alls fine again after meetin up wif sya n had yoga n lunch wif de other 2 guys..n then kboxing with them!! haha! spitty alin cant join.. well all de best fer ur pprs den!
home was....ok..until...
dinner convo was all abt sumone getting everything i guess wat my parents wanted... so im happy fer her...but id wana be anywhere else but there n burn my ears hearing all that... jealous? yes? not as if im gona kill her... but its killing myself inside. pretty much like stabbing wats left of any positiveness in me. hah. going back to sch? Thanx but i think i haf to be left RESPONSIBLE to the rest of the folks at home any sooner ...
the very fact i dun haf a goal yet....branded failure...n thats the very first kid with practically NOTHING to offer thats spoz to be setting an example and guide the younger generations.... know wat? u seriously can count me out..take sumone else... i never asked to be given all this.
do something????
I DONT KNOW WHAT.
