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Sunday, December 28, 2008
2:31 AM
id like to begin with a damn big SIGH.
i dunno why.
but shld i be at fault with myself?
i mean..
i like Cute.
i like charming.
i like funny.
i like sensitive.
i like understanding.
i like responsible.
i like encouraging.
haha...i ended up listing my Likes of my sumone.
thing is i dun have that. im not complaining that i dun haf one.
juz that...i dunno...i haf choices.. i tried to get to knw em...i like em at 1st... but sumhow...i get over them that fast. i juz dun get me. sumtimes.. how can i get over so fast? dont i care? mayb not... mayb im still walling myself up frm feeling any deeper then wat i want... mayb getting to know them any more then wat i wana know is juz mayb a repel factor...haha... crazy...i know i cant possibly find the exact fit. but sumhow i juz dun wana knw the one i like is like nothing i want them to be. sigh.. i know. i know it. Yet i cant help it. i cant help wanting that sumone to at least not be wat i dun want them to b. crazy much? yeah.
hes juz as disappointing.
in short..if i didn actually like him ..id call him a loser.
why..why..why cant u think?
even a pessimist as i, love myself.
ur killing u.
n u dun care one blardy bit.
urgh.
