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Saturday, January 17, 2009
2:03 AM
im finding myself dropping by here more often each week.. haha... to rant of curz.
weeks was .. i cldnt exactly say disappointing...
theres plenty of new hot bods to go gaa gaa at..wat wif the new neighbours of purely guys come pouring in. well...mostly de girls wld go peeking.. haha...i guess i wasnt that much interested. hmm...i hope im not strange much.. well watevala.
i guess i wasnt even bothering to show any signs of interest bcuz at the end of the day... de others scored...haha...without even trying.haha. ok well... im slightly disturbed now. can i say that i still dun care now? hmm..
anyways...
i tried smthg new..
smthg i never thought i ever wanted to try...
n then late nyt today i did..
well it wsnt so bad..
tho i stil cldnt figure out the savouring of every [evaporated water] inside me..like how others get high doin it... mayb i aint doin it right. haha. oh wells...i can try again... :P the healthy way.
im crapping at 2am in the morn.
i was hoping he wld drop by ....
well he didn..
major disappointment?
im used to being crushed n being invisible.
what more disappointment can there be?
i dun wana find out.
